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I try to not remember. But there is always something that reminds me of the old days. The time when everything changed. There is something inside me that makes me sadder by the day. The longer I'm away from you. The more I lose hope. But I try to be strong. I try not to cry. But it is not so easy. It feels as if you do not remain in my life anymore. It hurts. I'm laughing on the outside, but crying on the inside.